hiatus - my apologies.
i found myself so incredibly busy that i didn't even have a chance to post.
been thinking a lot about changing my thoughts. you can't turn your feelings on and off, but you can definitely change the way you think about something, and i think it is about time i do that.
so starting a little while ago - that is my plan. i am going to emotionally open up, since, apparently, that is what i have been lacking. and i agree. there was a part of me that was not allowing other people in. i was choosing people that would allow me to not be entirely involved at all, and i could get out when i wanted at any time. no real commitment. no real dependency.
and now i get why. i'm just waiting for "Dexter".
maybe it is time to change my thoughts.
Dexter was never good enough for Emma. The more I think about it, the more I keep coming back to that conclusion...that the real tragedy was not that she died as soon as she got what she wanted, but rather that she put living on hold the whole time she waited for him.
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